This week my phone’s 3G finally decided to give up the ghost right before I set off for a flat-viewing, rendering Google Maps somewhat entirely pointless. My beloved iphone 4s that I’m still “rocking” (thanks, Tom) looks like it might be on its last legs…(I could get into how something purchased in 2014 is seen as a charmingly Luddite object in 2016, but that’s another post for another day).
And so it was that, without even a paper (imagine?!) map to go by, I found myself attempting to navigate from one side of the city to the other, with only my gut instinct and my innate ‘sense of direction’ (what is that exactly?) as my guides.
I seem to have a deep seated fear of looking ‘foreign’, or ‘not from round these parts’; I’m an independent woman goddammit, I know where I’m going.
Have I been here before?
Well…No.
But, you know, I’ll work it out. No, no – put away your maps, your GPS – I’ll just keep walking/cycling purposefully in some sort of direction, and I’ll get there.
This attitude, coupled with my lack of knowledge and confidence in the rules of the cycle lane (along with being a people-pleaser who doesn’t want to piss anyone off) has lead me astray many times thus far. I’ve missed countless turnoffs, ended up many a dead-end, taken an unplanned trip around deep-suburbia (but not before circumnavigating a building site first) and many times just had to call it a day – and get off my bike and start walking.
But, through my unplanned meanderings, I’ve discovered areas of the city that I didn’t know before. I’m stumbling across landmarks by mistake, well-known coffee shops that I’d read about, beautiful statues and stately buildings. (Don’t get me wrong, I’ve also cycled into the red light district without meaning to, too).
Without wishing to sound like a framed motto you’d buy in a gift shop, it’s nice to be lost sometimes. To piece a city’s many parts together in your head. The interchanges, the side streets, the rat runs; the parks, the cobbled streets, the roadworks. Discovering there are public trampolines near the harbour, cycling across what will become your favourite bridge, finding the perfect cortado.
So, whilst I will never feel comfortable unfolding a map the size of myself right in the middle of town ( I mean, come on), I’m slowly beginning to get used to the fact that, well, I’m not from round here. I don’t know all the rules yet. I mean, hell, I only just realised my bike has gears ffs.
Oh and, did I make it to the church [flat] on time? I did, dear Reader. With time even to spare. Maybe that ‘sense of direction’ exists after all…